The Change

www.instagram.com/purnima_tr Every once in a lifetime people get time to reflect on their plot of what truth means. Like every one of us alive in here , this petty, petty world of ours ,I join the tray and made a conclusion of my own which is like every one of us. Truth is the worst thing you can hear because , human is essentially evil. We are honest implies we are mean ,rude , hated and a disgrace to whatever hypothetical good we were trying to be. We live the drama set for us even though we have different goals. We are dragged by our skin towards the path we don't want to choose. The one we deeply hate. Frustrating.The circus  with its ups and downs of our lives keeps the others entertained. Others entertain us with their agony and fineness to pay the pun back and keep the cycle moving. A rare set of people make it to the top being truthful, being kind and really good at heart. They are by the way, fake. They know that they are fake but they struggled hard enough to maintain...

www.instagram.com/purnima_tr Knowledge is power. There are endless examples of it.  6+9641+ (this is mistakingly typed by my pet bitch Diva. She's resting on the num-pad.I am going to let it stay. Bear with me :* ) Let me restart. Knowledge is power. There are endless examples of it. Once we know about something and soak up its concept, there's a change in our behavior . This is an up-to-the-minute definition of  ' learning '. Otherwise, it is just remembering . Let's look at another aspect related to it. The 21st century has brought up millions of changes with the discovery and invention of light, computers, gunpowder, electricity, Artificial Intelligence, Internet advancements, visionary satellites, technical drives, fuel power, nuclear projects, connectivity etc.The perspective of a human has intensely changed over a span of two decades. Such a significant change was never attended in the past within such brief duration.  More the kno...

www.instagram.com/purnima_tr For that person - I knew we'd last, we were capable to bear it, just as you said. Because just like you,I had immense love in my heart and I don't give up. Just like you, I love deep and  I don't fool it.  But unlike you, my love for you might not show via conventional gestures. (Ask anyone I have ever loved. Bonbons, nation, ,friends ,family and my bitch Diva.) So, if I tell you that I love you, I will always be there for you, even if it's unseeable. .     We get scared because love is something we can never give up on. We  have the option of pulling back out of the ot her relationships which are comparatively subjacent and temporary  if they wreck us .(  high school friendships for example).  But in love, there's is no rebound. It's a bond that our heart signed with our loved one without consulting and now, facing the consequences is all we can do.  So we stick with them in their shine and shades. Love...

www.instagram.com/purnima_tr When the heart can't take what is necessary to do Rest for a while, you are not lost. When you feel your strength dying Rest for a while, you are not soul-less. When you are unable to convince yourself Rest for a while , you are human. You can't direct every vibe, know that  some have their own ways. You can't force everything, know that Some are winners like you too You feel sorry for yourself , know that You can forgive yourself and be better. Nothing can fight you better than your own thoughts. So , love them. know that You can love yourself like you define it. Nothing breaks your heart if it's dead or beating just tough .know that   it survived for a reason. Stay there and build up. x

                    I: Stop.Shut up. s(he) Abuser: Hmm. I don't think you are sure of that so lets ask you 923 times more and see.                    Let's  share some anecdotes if you are still unsure of what harassment is but before that , Note:  I am going to write " ze" instead of a he or she . Ze is the new unisex word for s(he) or he/she.  Since I am a feminist, I won't neglect the facets of stereotypes fought by either of the genders. Hence, get accustomed to that. So here's the list  1.  Me: No !      Abuser/ Ze : Okay,That means "convince me". I'll continue. 2. I: I am not enjoying it, stop.     Ze: Well then do it. Anyway , I know you do. Don't hesitate to show up.  3. I: There is a limit . Adhere to it.    Ze: I don't care about the lines or limits. What ? they exist ? 4. I :...

You still fear your ownself . You think you know yourself no better than anyone else? Oh or your best friend needs to tell you who you are? How you are? Why?  My head aches when people ask me about the future. Because I don't know nor i am able to find out. Maybe because i am not interested in the future at all. I constantly live in the present and that is shameful. Unambitious. Dreamless. Aimless.  Because I have nothing to earn and a lot to loose?  So people like me cup themselves and expect nothing from anyone nor be in someone's expectations. Since we don't know what we want to do.  You can't understand how that feels in a world constantly planning in 360 conscious to grow itself. Burn the odds in their steps. Reach to their own potential. Some by hook ,others by crook. The leftovers are us.  We can't decide on what's wrong or right and most of the times we end up messing up things in the name of risks. So we stop doing that as well. No we a...